Rough start this morning, must have snoozed alarm too many times and everyone woke up late. Rushed everyone along and finally got them off to school and now left with house that looks like a tornado hit it. Not only that but it rained all night and one of the kids let the 4 dogs in and I have mud everywhere!!! Need a hot shower and strong willpower to change mood of day, just not starting well!
3:00 pm
Ok, will power didnt work, at a loss for words other than to say I think my head is going to explode. Question of the day: Does a crazy person know they are crazy? I mean, does the fact that you think your going crazy prove that your really not?
I cannot wait for the kids to get home, I think its the silence! Hate feeling alone!!!
6:25 pm
Well, its been 10 months now since my wife passed away and thanks to the urging and compassion of an online friend, I finally called and got some info on grief counseling. Not quite sure yet whether I am looking forward to going yet only because I know I am going to beak down. It may be just what I need and in a way, am looking forward to getting my emotions out, not holding back. But I am a man and not proud of crying. At any rate, I think its something I need to do for my emotional health and for the kids! GOD I MISS HER!!!!!
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